The Gateway To Your Truest Self: Why I Created Soulscapes
Imagine stepping beyond the noise of your thoughts to access a realm where you encounter your authentic self and the infinite possibilities of the universe. This isn’t fantasy. I’ve been there through what’s commonly known as a “deep trip” or “hero’s dose,” and through my new venture, Soulscapes, I’m creating the bridge to help you get there too.
What is a Soulscape?
A Soulscape is my term for a carefully guided, premium psilocybin journey. While often called “deep trips” or “hero’s doses” elsewhere, Soulscapes offers a comprehensive approach including preparation, expert guidance, and integration support afterward.
Each Soulscape is designed to facilitate profound healing, self-discovery, and spiritual connection. As your guide with two years of coaching experience working with founders and investors, plus extensive self-education in consciousness work, I’m uniquely positioned to support your journey.
My Transformational Path
My relationship with psilocybin began in 2018 when I discovered microdosing as a way to address my depression. In 2020, I dove deeper with my GP’s help. These experiences transformed me — connecting me with universal energy and revealing my true purpose.
I should note that I’ve never been religious or spiritual. Throughout my life, I’ve been deeply skeptical of anything that couldn’t be logically proven. What surprised me most was encountering something greater that didn’t require belief or dogma — just direct experience. This wasn’t about faith — it was about experiencing something real that transcended my previous understanding.
Truth is, I’ve regretted doing every deep dose during it — they’re scary as hell. But after going through it? Nothing in life scares me anymore, not even death. In my last two Soulscapes, I actually experienced death. It feels so damn real. You prioritize different things afterward. You find out what’s actually important.
During one journey, I could actually see sound waves and felt like I could change them with my mind! In another, I connected to what I call the “superconscious” — a network that knows everything about us. This experience completely changed my perspective on existence.
What Soulscapes Offers
Each Soulscape includes:
- Expert dosage (3–8 grams based on your experience)
- Safe, serene environments (“Sanctuaries”)
- Intentional preparation
- Comprehensive integration support
You can choose 1-day, 3-day, or 5-day formats, with longer journeys providing space between sessions for deeper integration.
Who This Is For
Soulscapes calls to high-functioning individuals who are:
- Trapped in patterns they can’t break
- Battling depression or anxiety resistant to conventional treatment
- Carrying trauma or PTSD
- Seeking greater meaning and purpose
- Ready to meet their authentic self
This journey requires courage to face what you’ve been avoiding and openness to receive new insights.
Why I’m Offering This
I believe we’re here to help one another, share our gifts, and lift each other up. My psilocybin experiences revealed this purpose with absolute clarity.
For the past two years, I’ve been running a coaching practice focused on personal growth for founders and investors. This experience, combined with my transformational journey with psilocybin and involvement in consciousness communities, has uniquely prepared me for this work.
Soulscapes represents the evolution of my coaching — a more direct path to the transformation I’ve seen clients seeking. By blending coaching methodology with guided psilocybin experiences, I can help people achieve breakthroughs that might otherwise take years.
When you find meaning, anything else is meaningless.
Cabo San Lucas: Our Home
I’ve recently relocated to Cabo, where the desert meets the sea. Cabo is perfect because it’s a short flight from the US with an ideal climate for Soulscapes. It’s also outside the US, which is more restrictive on these services. Mexico is more open-minded about the benefits of this work — similar to why people go to Costa Rica for other transformational retreats.
Our Sanctuaries include beach settings, forest environments, and luxurious indoor spaces, each selected to provide safety and optimal conditions for exploration.
Your Soulscape Experience
Your journey begins with intention-setting, creating compass points to guide your exploration. I usually clear my own day before a journey, eat a nourishing breakfast, and meditate until the medicine kicks in.
On the day of your journey, psilocybin is prepared in a warm broth. Using an eye mask and headphones, you’ll turn inward while listening to carefully curated music.
During the experience, you forget about eating or drinking — you’re not a vessel anymore, you’re a soul. But afterward? Fresh fruit tastes AMAZING! All your senses are amplified.
In my fourth journey, I wanted it to end. I tried to vomit to terminate the trip, but couldn’t. I had to sit through the discomfort. Sometimes the most growth happens when we stop trying to escape difficult moments.
Throughout your 4–8 hour journey, I remain present not to direct your experience, but to hold space and provide support. The integration afterward helps translate your insights into meaningful life changes.
How Soulscapes Can Help You
This service is particularly transformative for those experiencing:
- Depression or anxiety unresponsive to conventional treatment
- PTSD or lingering trauma
- Questions about purpose and meaning
- Creative blocks or professional stagnation
- Burnout and disconnection from authentic self
- Achievement without fulfillment
One of my most important experiences was finding the exact source of past trauma in my brain. It felt like a big black cloud until I identified exactly what it was and forgave it right there in that moment.
I’ve done three Soulscapes with others, and the deep connections formed with my patients have been incredible. Their stories have changed my life too, making this work even more meaningful.
Whether you’re facing burnout, questioning your direction, processing grief, or simply exploring consciousness — the experience is uniquely personal, revealing exactly what you need. What unites these diverse journeys is the opportunity to meet yourself beyond the stories and limitations you’ve accepted as truth.
The psilocybin experience bypasses the analytical mind that keeps us trapped, allowing direct access to emotional processing and spiritual insights.
Are You Ready?
If something within you resonated as you read these words, perhaps it’s recognition.
I understand the skepticism — especially if you’ve battled depression for years and tried countless approaches without lasting relief. It might seem “too good to be true” that a single experience could catalyze profound change. But the science is clear: research from institutions like Johns Hopkins demonstrates significant results using psilocybin for treatment-resistant depression. Participants consistently experience more substantial improvements than from years of conventional treatments. The neurological impacts have been documented across multiple rigorous studies.
For spiritual seekers, the “superconscious” experience offers direct connection to the collective consciousness many traditions describe. It can validate and deepen insights from years of meditation practice, revealing the interconnectedness of all things in a way that’s felt rather than merely intellectualized.
And if you’re struggling to find purpose, know that clarity often emerges when we move beyond the analytical mind. The most common feedback I hear is, “I finally understand what I’m here to do” — not a dramatic new mission, but reconnection with what your deepest self already knows beneath layers of conditioning.
Taking the first step requires courage, but it’s simple — just reach out through the contact form. There’s no pressure, just an opportunity to ask questions and explore if this path might be right for you.
Visit exploresoulscapes.com to learn more. The wisdom, healing, and awakening you seek are already within you. I’m simply offering the key.
